Each and everyday without you my friend becomes unbearable.... I don't know where to start from... You might think am too puerile, but only if you knew how much I miss you every single day. I am still taken aback by the fact that we're not best of friends anymore, like how could such a fucking thing happen??
Do you recall the days we had spent planning each other's wedding, the groovy plans we had made.... Talking about each detail from the wedding dress to destination to photography... And yes I had promised you to be your personal photographer. Doesn't anything remind you of me ? Did you completely forget our plan of buying sarees together for our farewell day?? Am I the only one who misses you...
We have had our differences before too but we acted mature enough to keep them aside, and I don't know what broke our friendship this time. Maybe it's because of our communication and your friendly feelings have faded away for me or it might be that both of us were too busy in our present lives that we didn't even feel the need to peep and ask about each other's day. Yes, I know you have a great number of friends who value you a lot and your everyone's favourite and perhaps you don't even know if I exist or not. My heart tears apart on the mere thought that this letter might not ever reach you. I don't have the guts to speak all of this to you, as you have always known, I was never too fluent in expressing my feelings to anyone.
People might tell me loads of not-so-good things about you never accepting me as your best friend, and that you don't deserve my friendship, but my heart simply doesn't accept this. I have always accepted you as my family member, a part of me and how could one ever start hating a part of oneself so easily. You might dislike me, hate me and be it so.. But I can only dislike you to a certain limit, or perhaps only be angry on you. Let me tell you that I can never hate you dear ex-best friend. Never ever...
It's pretty strange that we still see each other every single day but unlike other times we don't stop to share our feelings, but simply ignore each other or end up with a formal talk.
We had promised on bring friends forever. Our fb walls speak loud of our never-to-die friendship. You still have your profile picture with me captioned as "Besties?... Naah, were more like sisters..." My cover still has you in the focus. My phone gallery containes pictures of us in every weird expression one could ever think of.. Each of our houses are filled with best friend wishes.... But only, the feelings are missing...
Dear ex-best friend I might never be able to tell you this, but I miss you.. A lot, every single time, every single day, every single moment. If only we could turn back time to what it was before... If only....
Do you recall the days we had spent planning each other's wedding, the groovy plans we had made.... Talking about each detail from the wedding dress to destination to photography... And yes I had promised you to be your personal photographer. Doesn't anything remind you of me ? Did you completely forget our plan of buying sarees together for our farewell day?? Am I the only one who misses you...
We have had our differences before too but we acted mature enough to keep them aside, and I don't know what broke our friendship this time. Maybe it's because of our communication and your friendly feelings have faded away for me or it might be that both of us were too busy in our present lives that we didn't even feel the need to peep and ask about each other's day. Yes, I know you have a great number of friends who value you a lot and your everyone's favourite and perhaps you don't even know if I exist or not. My heart tears apart on the mere thought that this letter might not ever reach you. I don't have the guts to speak all of this to you, as you have always known, I was never too fluent in expressing my feelings to anyone.
People might tell me loads of not-so-good things about you never accepting me as your best friend, and that you don't deserve my friendship, but my heart simply doesn't accept this. I have always accepted you as my family member, a part of me and how could one ever start hating a part of oneself so easily. You might dislike me, hate me and be it so.. But I can only dislike you to a certain limit, or perhaps only be angry on you. Let me tell you that I can never hate you dear ex-best friend. Never ever...
It's pretty strange that we still see each other every single day but unlike other times we don't stop to share our feelings, but simply ignore each other or end up with a formal talk.
We had promised on bring friends forever. Our fb walls speak loud of our never-to-die friendship. You still have your profile picture with me captioned as "Besties?... Naah, were more like sisters..." My cover still has you in the focus. My phone gallery containes pictures of us in every weird expression one could ever think of.. Each of our houses are filled with best friend wishes.... But only, the feelings are missing...
Dear ex-best friend I might never be able to tell you this, but I miss you.. A lot, every single time, every single day, every single moment. If only we could turn back time to what it was before... If only....
